Yeah, I don't know how I feel. My iTunes is going at my desk, and certain songs make me chuckle. Some make me cry. Some pass over me with no effect at all.
This is a productive day. That energizes me.
Some of the things/people/issues/stuff I have to deal with are challenging (to say the least, because I don't want to get fired). That enervates me.
So I've got this yin/yang, up/down, happy/sad, energetic/enervated thing going on. It's a bit daunting. But as soon as we get this %&))^%$&^##@ website renovation completed, I'm going to drink and sleep.